So recently 2012 and 2013 has been a crazy enlightening ride for me. Almost the same feeling as Riding a roller coaster with a naked prostitute beside you and Barney the dinosaur operating the damn thing. I’m totally different now from who I was back then. But the only difference now is I am able to speak my mind more now and express what I really feel. One can hate how I transformed but personally I love it. I can’t blame them anyway. Sa’ll good. I made decisions that a lot of my group of my friends back then hated me and it seems they can’t talk and look at me the same way again. But I’m just thankful that Brotha Jesus gave me the gift to understand their thoughts about me.
My beastly transformation has been another door opener for me. Just like flipping through another interesting chapter. My brother taught me once his original theory of “THE DOORS”. It’s simple, we are all just walking in a hallway full of doors and one way or another, you’ll have to open every door to reach the last one. So you know, It’s just basic, open every damn door so you learn a lot of stuff and realize things, quit being hypocrites, understand more about the world around, hustle more, “Dates” are legal prostitution and work hard to be on top. So basically, this journal is a first round rap up of my thoughts about the past two years. I’ll be writing anothe later. Thanks.